The Lure of a Forbidden Dance
I'm not going to pretend that I don't live my life on music.. I do. Music is what defines me and who I am. I am loud, annoying and tend to ramble on about things that no one cares about. I don't think I'm pretty or smart, funny, witty or kind. I am something, though. Something that really matters. I am me.
Since you clearly don’t understand…
When I don’t text you for a day, send me a message, I want to hear from you… you must have noticed by now how stubborn I am, I just want to know you care for me as much as I do for you.
When I tell you I’m upset and don’t want to talk about it, don’t pry. If you really care, ask me later… that alone will mean everything to me. In the meantime, just hold me. If you’re too far away, talk to me, tell me you care.
When I tell you I don’t want to talk, don’t fall for it. I always need you, if you aren’t there, someone else might be. Do you really want that? You can’t really think this is going to go away on it’s own. You know I am sad.
It’s called chronic for a reason. When I am depressed it isn’t going to go anywhere anytime soon. By leaving me alone to my thoughts, you give me more to think about, maybe how alone I am, maybe why you are so quick to leave me.
I just want someone to love me… why can’t you?
Talk To Me
- Music, what do you think? What does it mean in your life? It's greatest impact?
Obsession Is Such An Ugly Word.
Obsession is such an ugly word.
I therefore describe my feelings for Alesana and their music to be a passion. An excessive one, yes. It’s pathetic that the band is my first and only love. Boys will let me down and break my heart but Alesana will always be there with a catchy song and outstanding performances. Even hearing that name fills me with overwhelming pride. I’m ashamed, kind of. It’s hard accepting that you will never be loved back by that you love most (in the most awkward sense).
Alesana’s “The Thespian”
Off their third studio album (Including their EP “Try This With Your Eyes Closed”) “The Emptiness” which has been (in my eyes) their greatest album by far.
Alesana. My favourite band of about seven years now. The band that has been with me through everything and will always be. Their music astounds me and their stories leave me breathless. One day I will get the band’s logo from “The Emptiness” tattooed on my wrist over the scar that reveals my weakness, as Alesana was the band that made me strong again.
Thank you.
Why are you doing this to me?!
A little bio of the creator of this page;
As you may have noticed, you won’t find much on here that isn’t music related. Music is what desribes me, so don’t think you EVER will find anything that isn’t music on here. My name is Katrina Eden and I am annoying as hell, I never stop talking and that is probably because I don’t know when to. No, I’m not perfect, then again, who is? I am just like every other girl with a low self- esteem. I just want to feel like I am funny or smart or beautiful or nice. Anything that will make me feel like I am a real catch. I am not living in a story or movie but, by God, I will pretend I am if that’s what gets me through the day. I can be self-serving, selfish and mean and maybe a little bit of a control freak at times. I worry about everything and have a habit of never getting over things. I’m not God, but I am who I am.
Get over it.
Yet another amazing band that was there for me through many rough times. For some of those reading, yeah.. pun intended. Ronnie has been through so much and there aren’t many people in this world that I respect as much as him. He is a fighter and a great, very talented, human being.
